Help! I don't know what to do and I want to die? <_<?

you need to call some one and get help 2 i have a family that don't care ether but when i thought that things could not get any better my hubby shows up we start dating now we are happily marred so just keep your head up your time to shine will come but if you die then you die alone you don't want that you deserve better then that i know how frustrating to be cooped up all the time as a mother of 2 i am home day in day out but i just set back and look around at what i do have and i am vary thankful for being alive and that i have what i have