So confused! Why is it so complicated?

So confused! Why is it so complicated? Is it in our nature to just conform to the norm, where we lose ourselves to the bliss of being happy while still ignorant? Is that what our purpose is? I don't think so but are we strong enough to stand against adversity and open our eyes to the truth, actually living a worthwhile life, with the certainty that no matter how unconventional and against all odds it's the right and just life He would want us to lead?How many can look at their lifes and truthfully state they would have not lived it any other way? How many can look at their current life, now in the present, and honestly say that they are profoundly proud of their everyday actions and beliefs? We have become ignorant and asleep, hipnotized by the rules and customs of society, to such extend that we would sell our salvation in exchange for acceptance. Is it truly worth it?? Why do we as Christians deny such celebrations as Halloween and categorize it as pagan and evil, but gladily accept the celebration of christm as part of our tradition, comiting great blasphemy! The irony is visible and the hypocrecy evident. Please do not misunderstand my words and before you answer something to this post, truthfully look up the history of christm , and this is just one of the many examples of how we are guided by our human traditions and will, while forcefully ignoring and forgetting God's will. I have great fear that we are losing ourselves, that we are playing with God, molding him to our will, I amsure he will not stand by that. We need to look for guidance and wake up! God bless you. No harm intended , just a sincere statement of what is in my heart.